The Ferryman and His Wife by Frode Grytten , Alison McCullough (Translator)

genre: magical realism

The Ferryman, Nils Vik, has lived his life on the water.  Up and down the fjord his boat has traveled, ferrying people for every kind of circumstance and the stoic Nils has stood as witness to everything from birth to death.  So when he knows his time has come, he takes one last trip, gathering the ghosts of those who were a part of his life for decades or for one unforgettable journey.  He remembers the way their stories wove with his own to create the tapestry of his long life.

This spare and meaningful story ends so tenderly.  The excellent translation captures the stark beauty of the landscape and Nils's absolute knowledge of where he belongs - on the fjord, in his boat, with his people.  You can imagine him so easily, at the helm, and then when we get snippets of who is inside, it's so moving.  I definitely recommend the audio for pronunciations and for the gruff voice of Nils's beloved dog that joins him on his final crossing.

Mona's Eyes byThomas Schlesser , Hildegarde Serle (translator)

genre: contemporary fiction 

Mona's life in the suburbs of Paris has been a fairly ordinary one. She goes to school, where her friends are always ready to play whatever imaginative game comes to them. She spends afternoons in her father's knick-knack store and most especially, she looks forward to spending time with her beloved grandfather, Dadé. One afternoon, Mona suddenly loses her sight and doctor's are unsure of what's happening to her eyes. With the possibility of future blindness for his granddaughter, Dadé makes a decision. He is going to make sure that Mona has seen the treasures of the Museums of Paris before that happens, so that if nothing else, she can have the memories of art in her mind to reflect on if the worst happens. 

You know what this book reminds me of? Sophie's World by Jostein Gaarder, which I read back in college but still think about. While that book goes through the last two thousand years of philosophy, this book goes through the same process with art. There is a plot, of Mona and her family and friends and how it impacts her, but always there is then a visit to an art museum where she learns about one piece of art and the lesson it can teach us. It is didactic yes, but that works SO WELL for me! I WANT someone to tell me about art as if I'm a ten year old, to explain the history of the artist, their zeitgeist and context and then weave it all together with whatever comes next. .  This is practically an art history text interspersed with a novel and the interplay sometimes astounded me. I had to read with my phone nearby so I could look at the art while reading what Dadé was teaching Mona about. Sometimes Mona seems too intelligent for her age, but then I remember that I have met kids like this, so sensitive and aware.  If you enjoy art and art history as well as tender stories about grandparents and grandchildren, then you this might enjoy this book as much as I did.

Beasts of the Sea by Iida Turpeinen , David Hackston (Translator)

genre: historical fiction

I don't know how I ended up reading TWO books in the last month that are about Alaska and its' wildlife, but I DID! And I enjoyed them BOTH! Have you heard of Steller's Sea Cow? Because I never had and after reading Beasts of the Sea, they are now swimming around in my brain.

The skeleton of one of these enormous creatures is at the heart of this book that takes place in the frozen and remote places where wild things can exist. Well, they can exist until humans find them and then all bets are off. As we move through time we meet scientists and travelers, collectors and hobbyists, illustrators and diarists, many of whom have dedicated their lives to exploring the uncharted. I got lost in this novel every time I started listening, and although some of the unfamiliar Scandinavian names never particularly stuck, I was always able to get on sound footing, wherever the narrative took me. While this is a novel, not nonfiction, there is a lot to learn here about how humans have impacted the environment and the fauna that call it home.

One of the huge takeaways that's swimming in my brain along with the Sea Cows is the deeply upsetting reality of extinction that lies directly in the hand of humans. It is hard to think about our greed, our carelessness, the harm we have caused to the creatures we share this planet with. As a person who genuinely finds solace and peace both out in nature and in learning about the natural world, Beasts of the Sea kept my attention and gave me a lot to ponder.

I Who Have Never Known Men by Jacqueline Harpman

 genre: speculative dystopia/science fiction

Our narrator lives in a bunker, underground, with 39 other women.  No one knows how they got there but everyone besides our narrator (called "the child" by the other women) remembers a full life on earth, then some kind of disaster, and then nothing.  Our narrator was a child when she arrived in the bunker, so she has no memory of any kind of pre-bunker life.  She has no memory of physical connection or love from a parent and in the bunker, touching is prohibited.  She is given everything else she technically "needs" but emotionally, she essentially raises herself, trying to learn all she can from the women who are willing to share what they can from a past in a place they have determined they will never see again.  

What an incredible listen.  Speculative is a good word to describe it - it is a book with really no answers, only questions, but they are questions that often dig into the raw bits of what it means to be a human being.  The book is translated from French but the writing still has a stilted quality, at first it's a bit jarring, but by the end it makes so much sense, reading the memories of this woman who has had to figure out so much on her own.  It made me have some really existential thoughts about what IS the point of being human?    How much of what we learn is from the society and culture around us and how much is intrinsic to what we are born with?  I actually really loved this science fictiony look at humanity and womanhood and the profound pleasures of both curiosity and connection.

Also, I listened to the audiobook of this version and there is a really interesting afterward that really expanded my thoughts on the book.

The Phoenix Pencil Company by Allison King

genre: magical realism

Monica Tsai loves coding on her computer - not only does it stretch her brain and make her happy, but she feels like what she's working on can really help people.  The project she's working on with her professor, called Ember, will hopefully one day be a way for the internet to really help people connect in a visceral way.  Coding also helps her avoid thinking about the thing that is most stressing her out: the aging of her beloved grandparents that raised her.  When she is able to use her computer to help find her grandmother's long lost cousin in Shanghai, it sparks a friendship with someone new as well as a window into the history of her family and the pencil company they once owned in China.  

This story, told both in real time and letters, in a story in two time periods.  While we are experiencing Monica's contemporary life and slow burn sapphic love story, we are also experiencing life in China before and during the First World War through the eyes of Monica's grandmother Yun.  The special magical ability Yun and her cousin Meng learn from their own mothers will start a chain of circumstances that proves to separate them in ways both large and small.  

What an intriguing premise and interesting story!  I loved Monica's crotchety old Grandma Yun, especially on the audio she is such a strong presence, her heart full of so much pain from the trauma she's endured and the choices she's made.  This book is, ultimately, about owning our own stories and about the power of forgiveness to help us move on and continue to create the kind of life we most want.  I loved the pencil company thread and even their ability was unique in a way I did not expect.  There is a bit of a strange turn that it takes about 2/3 of the way through that I didn't quite understand but I decided to let my questions fade and just enjoy it for what it was.  I feel like I learned more about Chinese history and found even more sympathy for the families that called it home during so many different conflicts.  

Run Towards the Danger: Confrontations with a Body of Memory by Sarah Polley

genre: memoir, essays

Sarah Polley was such a familiar figure in my childhood. I didn't watch Road to Avonlea until I was older, I adored her performance in the Canadian TV series Ramona. My grandpa had recorded the episodes onto a VHS tape in Chicago and then mailed them to me in Utah to watch when I was the perfect age to appreciate Romona's antics. When I heard she'd written a memoir, I was interested enough to look it up and when I read the blurb, I knew I wanted to read it. She did not let me down. The six essays in this book are a raw look at a life of performing and the way it impacted Sarah both physically and mentally. It is about the challenges she was born with and, heartbreakingly, the ones that happened to her. It is about sexual assault and the way our society treats those who have been assaulted. It is about being a mother and being a daughter and the sinewy bits of life that make us human. I truly wept during one particular essay, she so perfectly articulates the emotions of early motherhood. I don't usually read books in essay format (is this maybe my first? ) but I was so impressed by how Sarah put her words together, how the ideas flowed and make me think. If you are interested in the impact of the entertainment industry on child performers, if you are a mom or have a mom, if you feel betrayed by your human body sometimes, if you appreciate vulnerable stories of grit and perseverance, I think you'd appreciate this collection.

Wreck by Catherine Newman

 genre: contemporary fiction

Rocky’s way of looking at the world is centered in her fierce love of her children. She loves her husband, yes, and her elderly father that has come to live at their home following the passing of her mother - but her children have a vice grip on her heart. So when what feels like a random accident suddenly isn’t and when a weird rash is maybe more than that, poor Rocky’s emotional bandwidth is stretched to its actual limit.

Here is why I loved this book: Rocky is living at my stage of life. I feel so much of what she feels down in my marrow, about being in a messy female body, about being a mom and a wife and a daughter. And she’s so very funny sometimes. I just wasn’t disappointed, not in any way. If you loved Sandwhich like I did, I bet you’ll love this too.

Libby: The Alaskan Diaries and Letters of Libby Beaman 1879-1880 by Libby Beaman , Betty John

genre: nonfiction memoir

Libby Beaman is the daughter of a well-connected Washington DC family. After her youth is disrupted by the horrors of the Civil War, finding work in the aftermath proves to be another challenge. Thus, when there is a chance for Libby's husband to have a stable job, she encourages him to take it, even though that job is on the unthinkably remote Alaskan Pribilof Islands, newly acquired by the United States from Russia.  Not only that but she packs up her skirts and joins him, despite everyone's insistence that she stay home. This book is a collection of her diary and letters, a memoir of place never before seen by an American woman.

It is amazing, the books I find at the thrift store. What a story! Libby Beaman is a fiercely independent woman who also, you can see in her writing, knows she is a pawn in a man's game. With society's expectations in her mind of what a good Victorian lady ought to be, she can look the part but she has a hard time playing it! The things she experiences in Alaska are fascinating and harrowing. I hadn't anticipated learning so much about the life cycle of seals but if you are an animal lover, this book might be hard to read. The job her husband is there to do, overseeing the seal pelt harvesting, is such a bloody, stinking job. And there's really nowhere that Libby can go to escape it - or her husband's boss - who is his own problem.

She definitely sees herself as a proper American and that the indigenous people whose island she now lived on are backwards natives who not only were "uncivilized" but also had been influenced by the Russians for years. Her feelings of cultural superiority are sometimes very glaring, which is not surprising.  But you can see her learning and trying too. I like how this book is both her diary and her letters - you get her brutal honesty in the diary and then you can see how she tells family back home, making it all so much more smooth and chill than real life. I try to imagine BEING her. She was a real woman, living in this real place where you are iced in for MONTHS. She was a witness to a changeover in national loyalty, with old customs slowly being meshed into new.

This is one of the best memoirs/diaries I have read. Libby had an incredibly unique experience and I'm so glad she took the time to write it down.

Evvie Drake Starts Over by Linda Holmes (audiobook)

 genre: contemporary fiction/romance

When Evvie, a recent widow, agrees to let Dean, a professional baseball player with the yips, rent out her basement, it is for practical reasons.  She needs the money.  She has a hard time ever leaving her house and she knows that having another person around could be good.  She's already got a best friend and a community that is both grieving the loss of her dead husband as well as wondering when she's gonna get back in the saddle.  So adding this one additional thing feels right.

But this is a romance novel, so we can guess how it will go - but it is also a lot more than that, in my opinion.  It is about mental health and boundaries and the way we can be our own worst enemy in our head, especially when we can't bring ourselves to let the hardest parts out into the light.  I felt the dialogue was actually quite good and Dean is both dreamy but solid, I believed that he could be for real - his pain and own brokenness tracked for me.  I liked the small town Maine setting and I especially appreciated the arc of Evvie's emotional life showed a healthy way to put yourself back together again after something traumatic.  I just enjoyed this novel a lot.

Audition by Katie Kitamura (audiobook)

 genre: contemporary fiction

Our narrator is an actress, a woman who has made a name for herself both on stage and screen.  The play she's in and the young man who has come to ask her about it will set the stage, as it were, for a book in two acts that, frankly, went way over my head, maybe.  It's Meta, I can see that now, but in the reading I was NOT pulled in.  The main character made no sense to me - her behavior and emotions didn't track with how I feel like people generally show up in the world.  She has essentially no sympathetic qualities and so after a while, she just made me mad.  This feels like a book for people who want to feel like they are talking intelligently about art and performance.  Maybe I'm not one of those people?